stuff...and more stuff...
Ask me anything
Ask me anything
Anonymous asked: Have you done tumblrdatinggame(.)com yet?
no, i didn’t even know about that
the silence is too loud...
Anonymous asked: are you planning to go see 'the beatles: the lost concert' film?
i might, i do enjoy the beatles :D
Anonymous asked: That post meant everything... Just wanted to say that
i know i continually fuck up, but i know i was wrong for what i said. i couldn’t let it end that way, and when i saw that in my feed i instantly started crying. i knew i had to so something. i hope someday we’ll be ok at least.
this is by far the most beautiful thing i have ever read, because this is exactly how i feel, everyday of my life. please keep writing, i love everything you write <3
i only reblog this because i’ve realized that i’ve done this to myself. there’s no amount of sorry’s i can say that with ever make things right again. i’m a dumbass, and i know it. wish there was a way i could’ve made things okay, you didnt deserve any of what i put you through. just know that not matter what i said to you, you’ll still always have a special place in my heart. and i know this means nothing to you, but i’m sorry.
(Source: youjustinspiredme)
you know that feeling when
when you just want to cry for no reason at all? not that you’re depressed or upset or anyhting worthy of crying but you just want to curl up into a ball and cry your eyes out, just to get a release of some sort. this song has pushed me to that point. though i’m depressed frequently, and i hide it. even then i dont wan to cry. but why now? why today? why did all of this just crash into my head? i’ve never wanted to cry as much as i do right now. and for the first time in my life, i want to cry and have someone hold me. someone to tell me its ok, and tell me i’m ok. i hate crying in fornt of ANYONE, even my family. but today i want someone to be here, hold me, let me cry, let me bitch and moan about my stupid little issues. i’ve never needed someone this much before. but i won’t cry, i won’t be held, but what can i do? i’ve pushed people so far away i dont deserve them to come back. i’ve done some pretty horrible things to some people and they dont leave me. so thank you to all of you who have been there for me, who know me and love me for me. but the feeling of crying is still here, i’ll just push it away.
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You’ve got this new head filled up with smoke
and I’ve got my veins all tangled close
To the jukebox bars you frequent
The safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness
You start shaking at the thought
You are everything I want
‘Cause you are everything I’m not
And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (how close is close enough ?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close
I just wanna break you down so badly
While I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way
My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit
It talks, it says, ‘You, oh, you are so cool.’
Scissor-shaped across the bed
You are red, violent red
You hollow out my hungry eyes
You hollow out my hungry eyes
And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough ?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close
I just wanna break you down so badly
While I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way
I just wanna break you down so badly
While I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way
I’m gonna make damn sure that you can’t ever leave
No, you won’t ever get too far from me
You won’t ever get too far from me
I’ll make damn sure that you can’t ever leave
No, you won’t ever get too far from me
You won’t ever get too far from me
You won’t ever get too far from me
You won’t ever get too far…
I just wanna break you down so badly
While I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)
I’m gonna make damn sure
I just wanna break you down so badly
I just wanna break you down so badly (damn sure)
In the worst way (worst way)
